Whoever said 'once you go black, you never go back' is a liar!
It had been four months since I had had sex and that was with the Aubergine. And whilst that was probably considered as rape that one time, it was good sex although it is so yuck to think about. Then there was the cock block situation in Marbella. I'm sure there were plenty of other situations like these but to get to the point, I was fucking horny.
The girls and I were going to a beach club on a Saturday, it was the same weekend as Halloween which I went out for as well. Oh gosh that reminds me, I had been messaging Head Band. I actually called him so that he could come round and do the deed when I was drunk and headed home after my night out on the town dressed up as a witch. The wicked witch out for the dick. Yes, that's right. I was so damn desperate for sex that I ended up booty calling the guy with the small penis. Thank god he didn't pick up.
I had got a spray tan for the weekend because there is nothing like a healthy glow about you and I chose to wear this super sexy black bikini, funnily enough there was no occasion. This was the Oasis, no occasion was needed to wear a sexy bikini and head to the beach club with the girls.
It was well into the day, we had food, lots of drink and I was eyeing up the talent. One of the DJs was a friend and although wasn't my usual type, there was something about him. He was kinda smooth and has always had his eye on me. He was an option. I can hear the judgement in your heads, don't you worry. I judged myself thoroughly after this realizing that going out on the search for meat like this wasn't cool, attractive or sexy. But we all have lessons to learn right?
Then I spotted Nick. Nick was a guy that I had met the month before at a ridiculous event that the girls and I attended just to say we had been to it even though it cost a bloody fortune. Love Island peeps were there and all these Z list celebs so it was a bit odd. I met him for 5 minutes but in those 5 minutes, he managed to add me on Instagram and then I didn't see him again.
He slid into my DMs a few days later telling me he liked my energy and basically trying to take me out but I was in a funny place on the brink of leaving the Oasis having just made the decision and I wasn't really interested. He had persuaded me that he didn't talk to me for more than 5 minutes at the event because he didn't want to make a fool of himself whilst he was drunk. He was a beautiful black man and he happened to be at this beach club. I may add that I unfollowed him since. Like I said, funny head space.
He had clocked me, I knew he had so I went over to go and say hi. He was clearly impressed with my sexy black bikini and I knew then that I would be going home with him that evening. We were chatting, dancing, he may have called me out for unfollowing him and then he asked me if I wanted to go for dinner?
I was in.
I stayed until the end of the evening and slowly the girls started to leave and so we headed off. Luckily I was wearing an appropriate dress and heels to the beach club, extra I know. We went back to his first because he needed to change but I may have planted a kiss on him that made my intentions pretty clear and let's just say, we weren't going for dinner.
I was naked lying on the couch waiting for him to get a raincoat (condom), ready for some throw down and what I thought was going to be the famous BBD.
BBD = Big Black Dick
Nick came through from his bedroom to the lounge where I was lying naked on his sofa and he started to light candles. He started to light candles! Are you serious? I have never felt so sexy wearing that swimsuit with my healthy glow and the man went to light candles. Can you imagine what that does to a girl who isn't looking for romance right now?
It was not the best sex I have ever had, it was far from the BBD I was expecting. In fact whilst his penis wasn't small, it was kinda skinny. Not a lot of girth but the man still made me cum. We were laid on the sofa after which was quite cute until he told me that he had 5 kids.
5
5 kids
Married when he was young, they are in the UK. No words.
He was certainly a man stuck in his ways, he ran a bath (with rubber ducks and whiskey) and we bathed together. It was weird. Really weird. We started to have sex again until... he fell asleep on me.
It was not meant to be. One night stands are not it Holly. You are leaving this behind when you go in to 2020. No more one night stands. They aren't great, never have been.
So as I said in the beginning, whoever said 'once you go black, you never go back' is a liar!
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